and so it is, just like you said it would be. life goes easy on me, most of the time.
and so it is. the shorter story, no love, no glory. no hero in her sky.
and so it is, just like you said it should be. we’ll both forget the breeze most of the time.
and so it is the colder water. the blower’s daughter, the pupil in denial.

so i’m really really happy with life at this point. i’m 100% sure that i have the best of friends, better than i could ever imagine. and yeah school takes up like 90% of my time and i’m working my ass off, but its paying off. and being on the guy strike takes all the drama out of my life, so its just really great.
 but you know, josh WOULD just randomly picture comment me after 2 months, on the grossest picture of me ever no the matter? ugh. just like him to make an appearance when everything is finally starting to get easy. he always makes me feel so vunerable and  battered and  all shaky. i just hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guys so much. especially when the beautiful tan ones with dark brown eyes. and then after 2 months, what do you have to say to me, Josh?!
“go tigers.”
woooooooooooow. fuck you too man, fuck. you. too. glad i threw a whole year and a half down the fucking toilet for you.
but i do miss him. terribly.