things are good lately. too good. too good for me, that is.
something is about to go wrong. and i really don’t want it to go wrong, more than ever now.
and i hope said thing occurs soon, because each day i’m growing more and more used
to these things and people around me, and im starting to care about them more,
only for them to leave. and i dont know if i can take that again.
i’ve grown a bit paranoid, I admit.

But this particular painting reminds me of my best friend, Lauren, who hates deer with a passion, ever since she tragically hit one, that is.