these quotes are from exhilaratingheart, and i absolutely love them all.

When the world is telling you to run away,
run to me.

Why can’t I feel anything from anyone other than you?

You never know what you had until it’s gone, and
you never know what you really want until you’re alone.

I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely
before you can figure out what they really mean to you.

Maybe we rushed into things. Maybe I got too
comfortable. Maybe I think too much. Maybe
I care about other people’s feelings more than my own.
Maybe I don’t care what happens. Maybe I am too
free to be in a relationship at all.

Now you’ve got me where my heart is.
Tell me that you need this,
tell me that you want this so badly it hurts.

i realize i’ve created countless
disappointments, mistakes, and failures,
but i guarantee there is a part of me
that is actually worth keeping.

it takes guts to fall in love,
but it takes nerve
to go back to the one who broke you.

If you notice towards the end, I kind of went with a hook-up theme. Cause i  totally hooked up with someone for the first time ever!!! Although i really dont think it was a hook up because it was just me and james, and im pretty sure feeling are involved. well at least from my end of the spectrum. so i dont know what he wants, but i guess im down for whatever. i just know that when he was gone, it was pure torture, so i need him in my life, regardless of if were dating/hooking up/whatever. ugh i dont know.  ijust wish i could pause time, cause things are so good right now, and im so incredibly afraid that im going to fuck it all up again.