I don’t know how to put what I’m feeling into words.
Confused. Hurt. Lonely? Deceived. Abandoned. Hopeful yet? Longing.
I miss you. And I just want you to tell me that it’s all going to be alright.

I have been searching for traces of what we were
A ghost of you is all that I have left
It’s all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there’s no one there but me
And nothing left of what we were at all

 I NEED TO GET THE FUCK OVER THIS. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO MOVE ON AND FORGET YOU!

whatever. May 30 and i’ll never have to see your face again. And it feels so good to say that. But so incredibly scary at the same time. This is goodbye for real? And i won’t even get to ACTUALLY say goodbye to you? I’ve got to have some sort of closure. Do I? That’s sure to just make things worse. It’s better if you just leave. I’ll forget about you eventually. Won’t I? Yeah, love isn’t forever. Especially our fucked up, not so mutual at all, excuse for love.

and i will meet someone that looks like this….

instead of this….(aka you)

kay, im done. 🙂 Fuck you, by the way. 🙂 see you at prom, bitch!
and if you seriously bring some skanky 19 year old college girl, she’s goin’ down too!!!
even if she was prom queen….D:

ugh. fuck you. im done. for real this time.