I’m heartbroken. 

My best friend basically dumped me, and I just don’t know what to do with myself.

I can’t eat, or sleep, or breathe.

I feel pathetic and torn and I feel all these things coursing through my whole body.

It was out of nowhere, and with him, I was happier than I’ve ever been. It’s so hard to let go of him when I never got to tell him I love him.

And worst of all, I feel like the worst of it hasn’t even hit me yet.

I just want him to miss me, to realize what a big mistake this is and come back. Just a few weeks ago he was telling me how I was the best part of him life, and he cared SO much about me, and I should never doubt that. 

Now he doesnt want to be in a relationship and doens’t want the attachment. 

I just don’t know what to think or feel or how to be normal.

I’m trying to get a job, to stay busy, but its so hard to do anything without my best friend there. 

I feel pathetic, but I just had to get a bit of this sadness off of my heart.