My best friend basically dumped me, and I just don’t know what to do with myself.
I can’t eat, or sleep, or breathe.
I feel pathetic and torn and I feel all these things coursing through my whole body.
It was out of nowhere, and with him, I was happier than I’ve ever been. It’s so hard to let go of him when I never got to tell him I love him.
And worst of all, I feel like the worst of it hasn’t even hit me yet.
I just want him to miss me, to realize what a big mistake this is and come back. Just a few weeks ago he was telling me how I was the best part of him life, and he cared SO much about me, and I should never doubt that.
Now he doesnt want to be in a relationship and doens’t want the attachment.
I just don’t know what to think or feel or how to be normal.
I’m trying to get a job, to stay busy, but its so hard to do anything without my best friend there.
I feel pathetic, but I just had to get a bit of this sadness off of my heart.