I’m heartbroken. 

My best friend basically dumped me, and I just don’t know what to do with myself.

I can’t eat, or sleep, or breathe.

I feel pathetic and torn and I feel all these things coursing through my whole body.

It was out of nowhere, and with him, I was happier than I’ve ever been. It’s so hard to let go of him when I never got to tell him I love him.

And worst of all, I feel like the worst of it hasn’t even hit me yet.



I just want him to miss me, to realize what a big mistake this is and come back. Just a few weeks ago he was telling me how I was the best part of him life, and he cared SO much about me, and I should never doubt that. 

Now he doesnt want to be in a relationship and doens’t want the attachment. 

I just don’t know what to think or feel or how to be normal.

I’m trying to get a job, to stay busy, but its so hard to do anything without my best friend there. 


I feel pathetic, but I just had to get a bit of this sadness off of my heart.

2 thoughts on “

  1. i just read your post and wanted to leave a comment..but felt like everyone always leaves the comment of “It’ll all get better”when situations like this arise.right as i left your page however to go and check to see if one of my favoriteyoutubers had posted a new video, i saw he had, and it was this.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5qRlN3Uv9Aits so incredibly true and i hope it helps.it’ll all get better:)


  2. hi lacie. i know you dont know me but i read your post. i know what it feels like to lose a friend and not understand why. i lost my best friend about 2 years ago and i still have no figured out what i did, or why. i miss them everyday…..but life goes on i’ve realized. it sucks, i know…hope you are well.lizzie


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