Bit of a ramble, but this blog is first and formost my way of expressing excess emotions….so just scroll doen to the pictures if you must!

I talked to Luke last night on facebook chat for like, 4 hours. We talked about old times, remember-whens, and just how insanely happy we were this summer. He was sending me old pictures of us…and we really look SO happy.

We both finally broke down and said how much we miss each other. He told me the song Kids In Love remind me of him.

And you’re still all of the things
That I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?

And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn’t learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

We’re falling down, can we pick up the pieces?
We’re at an all time low, how do we get it back?

 

 

02:28Luke
i think about you ALLLLL the time. all the effing time.
at least, at least once an hour. usually more.
thats a lot of times a day/
02:28Me
i think about you just as much.
if someone asked me who my best friend is, i would think you. we were so close
and i still feel like you’re my best friend
02:30Luke
you were mine, too. we did everything together
i feel like i lost my best friend
i hate it

02:36Luke
lacie
i miss you
02:36Me
luke
i miss you so much
02:36Luke
i hate myself
i truly do

 

 

So we’re going to the movies tomorrow. I’m not sure where this is going and how to handle this…i miss him so much, i just want to take him back. But I know I have to put up some sort of fight to let him know he cant abandon me again. This is difficult, but honestly, I’m happy. ❤

 

 

Okay, now for the real update!

 

 

 

A lot of HP stuff now!

oh my god………how adorable was Ruper Grint?! <333